Is His-Story repeating itself?
When you are ready to clear on your stuff, you can finally let go of the story ~ your story. You can live as an enlightened high vibrational soul having a a human experience.
When you continue to think and talk about your stuff, you give it energy and keep the story alive in the present, making it difficult to clear out the negative and manifest the positive. Being mindful of your thoughts and words, constantly editing when you notice a negative thought, emotion or response helps you to change your reality into the positive.
Many sensitive souls find the earth experience difficult and really do not want to be here, but as a soul you have contracted to have a human experience on this planet at this time.
So it is important that you are fully present in the body in order to experience it fully, and learn the lessons you chose to.
Bring your awareness to what you think, what you say and how you auto-respond, so you can then begin the process of change.
It's no use being so heavenly that you are of no earthly use.
"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be. When I let go of what I have, I receive what I need". ~ Lao Tzu